What music defined your life at the same time these defined mine?
2015 -- White Light by The Corrs
Equipped with the tools from The Artist's Way, I continued to heal, reading several more books that supported my spiritual awakening and emotional/mental renewal. Grief was subsiding as I approached acceptance. I felt very akin to The Corrs' latest outing, which was greatly influenced by the passing of the sibling group's father. Their healing and life-affirmation spoke to my journey.
How old was I this year? "27 years/Not long enough to learn from your tears.../You gotta live long enough to learn how to live" ('White Light').
2014 -- Seventh Tree and Tales of Us by Goldfrapp; Under the Tuscan Sun Original Soundtrack by Christophe Beck
Delving into the creative recovery home course The Artist's Way while house-sitting in California for my parents gave the self-exploring alone time I needed. It was my own spiritual retreat. I finally started to heal and put my demons to rest. I blogged for six months about my creative recovery in Am I Grown Up, Yet? Goldfrapp was the peaceful reflection I needed. And Christophe Beck's soundtrack gave me a romantic bounce to pick me up.
2013 -- This Delicate Thing We've Made by Darren Hayes; Impossible Princess by Kylie Minogue
Frantic aftermath of the tragedy of the previous year. Looking for footing. My friend's death was a catalyst for evaluating my life and the world. In what ways was I standing in my way? What is this society, this world that we've organized -- and disorganized? Why did we make it that way -- what was the point of any of it? How did I fit into the narrative? How had I fit into the narrative? I was awakening and illusions were shedding. Not too different an inward journey than explored in Darren's and Kylie's albums. I listened to them. I sang their songs. I knew their experience.
2012 -- Secret Codes and Battleships by Darren Hayes
My dearest friend committed suicide in March. I had planned to attend another year of college, but experiencing complicated grief, I cannot tell you how many times that fall semester I nearly packed up and didn't finish that 1.0 credits I needed to graduate. I wouldn't have made it through that semester without the bubblegum dance-pop of Carly Rae Jepsen's 'Call Me Maybe' and Kylie Minogue's 'Timebomb.' No joke.
My world had changed. My outlook changed. My perspective changed. Everything changed. It had to. Nothing I knew was safe. And I didn't know where to go. Darren Hayes' entire album summed up my emotional journey, but nothing expressed how I felt better than 'Black Out The Sun.'
Also, at the beginning of that fall semester, both of my grandmothers passed...
A good friend died at the beginning of the year. I moved out of my sister's house and closer to campus -- first time living out of "home." I attended summer classes. I felt I was growing exponentially as an actor. I began a thirteen month run of constantly being involved with a play. An emotional, busy, trekking year. Robyn gave me comfort and grounding, yet courage to explore.
2010 -- Light Years by Kylie Minogue
Life was coming together. I had a readjusted, optimistic attitude. I even started my first blog: Adventures of a Flunking Honor Student. I was given reign to research my passions for school projects. Particularly, Kylie Minogue... There was a lot of Kylie going on, and her library probably has nothing more shamelessly cheerful as Light Years. Known as her comeback album, it was perfect for my "comeback" year, as campy as that sounds.
2009 -- Borrowed Heaven by The Corrs; The Chase by Marit Larsen
Confused by that love relationship and very much not coping well due to my youthfulness (*ANXIETY*), I ran away to Brigham Young University to start completely new. These folk-pop albums share that heartache, love, yearning, reflection, and empowerment. Though light in sound, they expressed deep, honest places for someone as light as myself.
2008 -- Talk On Corners by The Corrs
I fell in love, and not just with The Corrs (though I was obsessed!). Though my youthful foolishness and naivety was most of what complicated the relationship, what better way to express what I was feeling than with lovelorn ambient ballads by a hopeless romantic group.
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